Expectations

"What's the first sign of a lurking, hidden expectation you didn't know you had? Pain! People don't do what we want, things don't happen quickly enough, the weather doesn't cooperate, our bodies don't cooperate. Why are these moments so painful? Because our minds are focused on a static, unchanging, ME-centric picture while the dynamic unfolding of a broader life continues around us. There is nothing wrong with expectations per se, as it's appropriate to set goals and work, properly, towards their fruition. But the instant we feel pain over life not going "my way," our expectations have clearly taken an improper turn. Any moment you feel resistance or pain, look for -- and then let go of -- the hidden expectation. Practice giving yourself over to what "you" don't want. Let the line at the store be long. Let the other person interrupt you. Let the nervousness make you shake. Be where your body is, not where your mind is trying to take you."


Written by Guy Finley

Hope ... Even In the Midst

This one chance journey called life is hard but not always fair
Sometimes it’s easy other times it seems like more than you can bare
It’s during these times that your faith will get you thru it all
When you are against the wall with nothing else left to do but fall
Fall all the way down on your knees and begin to pray
Sometimes you have to hum because you can’t find the words to say
“Thank you Father! I still believe, praise and worship you
Because without you, where would I be, what would I do”
Without His love, His mercy and His grace
There is no way you can survive in this crazy earthly place
When you are struggling and your faith is being tested
You can rest assured the path He chose for you, He’s already blessed it
So as you sit down and write out your “Things I’m Thankful For” list
One of those things is having Hope ... even in the midst

My True Essence

Friendships

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing

 it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

~Donna Roberts ~

Lately, I have been thinking a lot about my friendships. Honestly, I have been struggling
with a few of them. I know everyone serves a purpose in your life. It’s up to each of us
to figure out their purpose and accept it. A friend recently told me “everyone is not meant
to be your bestie”. That is a very true statement.

As I was thinking about my various friendships, I realized that every friend fits into a
category. I started doing to research to see if there was a list of the types of friendships.
I came across the list below written by Paul Adams.

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Eight Types of Friendships

"Associates" were people who only shared a common activity, like a hobby or a sport.

"Useful contacts" were people who shared information and advice, typically related to work or advancing ones career.

"Favor friends" were people who helped each other out in a functional manner, but not in an emotional manner.

"Fun friends" were people who socialized together, but only for fun. They didn’t provide each other with a deep level of emotional support.

"Helpmates" were a combination of favor friends and fun friends. They socialized together and helped each other out in a functional manner.

"Comforters" were like helpmates, but they also provided emotional support.

"Confidants" disclosed personal information to each other, enjoyed each other’s company, but weren’t always in a position to offer practical help, for example if they lived far away.

"Soulmates" displayed all of the elements.

Source



Vacation Sex written by Mike Massie

A very talented and gifted friend of mine, Mike Massie, wrote this piece for me. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Thanks Mike. I appreciate you sweetie.


Me and my baby decided it was time for some real pleasure even though it can't get mo better! I said "Baby pack your bags it's vacation time we need to spice it up on the beach with the sand in our toes and water dripping of our sexy bodies"! I love caressing her hair while I give her the long stoke and she loves it as well, but it's time for something new! We strolled on the beach and took a dip, when my baby got out the water I just couldn't help myself I was mesmerized by her beauty. I grabbed her butt chicks firmly then peeled off her bathing suit with my teeth, laid her on the towel and licked her clitoris until she could no longer contain the scream which was heard around the island! I then proceeded to lick her toes up to her perky nipples and she returned the favor by sucking the juice from my great big balls! I was hard as a rock and it was time for penetration, she used to be used to the size but this night she couldn't take it at all because it grew extra large, big and juicy! I long stoked her for and hour nice and slow and the moaning was immense! She said "daddy let me ride the new donkey dick" so I obliged! She got on top and tried her best to ride like the cowgirl she wanted to be but it was big and she had to take her time, finally she was used to it 38 minutes down the road and it was good my pulsating dick in that lava falls volcano puskey she had. We fucked for hours and the climax happened at the same time when the sun and the moon were in the sky at the same time. I considered her the sun for how bright she made me feel and me the moon the big bad crater bigger. It was a true vacation of great sex!


"Vacation Sex"

The Good Ole Days

If I could go back in time, I would go back to the era when double dutch and jack rocks were the game of choice. When playing outside until the street lights came on was the best fun ever. When drinking red kool-aid and eating chic-0-sticks was the best treat. Remember the hula hoop?  

I would start at my neck, bring it down to my hips, drop it down to my feet and then bring it all the way back up to my neck without breaking a sweat. I was the hula hoop queen. Wow! The Good Ole Days.

My True Essence

Hood Love

Ever had a love so good you couldn’t explain it

Chemistry, sex and everything was just the shit

You loving him and him loving you with all you got

Taking on the world like you couldn’t be stopped

When it was good, it was damn good.. the best you ever had

But when it was bad, believe me, it was damn bad

Had you doing stuff you said you never would

Staying instead of leaving like you know you should

Fussing and fighting always causing a scene

Saying hurtful things to each other you know you didn’t mean

A love where there were no rules and nothing was fair

Nobody understood your love and you really didn't care

You were living in your own world, loving your own way

Hood love, every day, all day

My True Essence

Girl Please....

You think you are doing something special that no one else has done

You think you got some special pussy that makes you the chosen one

If he didn’t do right by me, his kids’ mothers’ and the chick across town

Girl please….. it’s only a matter of time before he starts to bring you down

So he said he loved you and you were the one he wanted to be with

Guess what boo, he told me, her and the other one that same ole shit

Don’t you know that fool ain’t even worth all that drama

Girl please… he already got five baby mammas

I'm not trying to hurt you but to save you from this path of pain

He is just looking out for himself and anything that he can gain

So pick yourself up , dust yourself off and do the best you can
Girl please… kick that joker to the curb and get yourself a real man

Girl please.....

My True Essence

Secret Hideaway

We all need a secret hideaway where the mind can rest and the soul can heal

A place where we can let it all go and be free to express how we feel

Sometimes it’s sitting in a quiet place and humming our favorite song

Other times it may be talking and analyzing all the things we have done wrong

But no matter how we choose to deal with challenges we face every day

Sometimes we all need to escape to our secret hideaway

My True Essence

If I Am Dreaming

If I am dreaming …

Please don’t wake me up from this mental love affair

The affair where our great minds are joined together as one

One great mind, evolving and developing into something even greater

Creating a special masterpiece that only we can understand

A bond so strong it can only happen in our dreams

If I am dreaming…

Please don’t wake me from this wonderful fantasy

The fantasy of making sweet passionate love only using your mind

Of being taken higher than the feel of an actual touch

Causing our minds to explode into the best orgasm we can ever had

If I am dreaming….. please don’t wake me