All That Talking...

I hear you talking all that noise
Showing off in front of your boys
Bragging on your fat dick...
And what you’re going to do with it
How you're going to wear my ass out
Make me scream your name and shout
I want you to know that I ain't scared
And I hope you can back up what you said
So don’t threaten me with a good time
Just shut up bring me what’s mine
Come handle this ass like you said would
All that talking… It better be damn good

My True Essence

You said...

You said you want to taste my juices
Drink them as they flow from my honey well
You said I taste and smell so good
It makes your love stick swell
Swell like a hair in humidity...
On a hot summer day
When your love stick stands erect
I know you’re ready to play

Oh wee… your love stick
The one I want so much
To lick… to taste… to touch
You are taking me to sexual heights
I never thought I would reach
Kissing, eating and sucking me
Just like a fresh picked ripe peach

My True Essence
 

My Dimming Light...

For years I dimmed my light
I didn’t want it to shine bright
Not shine bright
Who am I kidding
I didn’t want it to shine at all
Showing every time I fall
Spotlighting my every flaw
Every imperfection
And lack of direction

To dim my light

I chose to stay out of sight
Hidden in the shadows
Behind the scenes
Dark enough not to be seen
Yet light enough to see
That way no one noticed me
They never saw my face
The shadows were my safe place

I dimmed my light to hide

I hid behind big clothes
So my body wouldn’t show
I hid behind fake laughs and smiles
Stayed away from the latest styles
I hid behind food
Sometimes ate so fast I barely chewed
Gained lots and lots of weight
All of these were a form of self-hate

Then one day I just got tired
Tired not going after the things I desired

Not living life to the fullest like I should
Not doing all the great things I know I could
So I stepped out of the darkness
Starting walking into the light
Now…  my dim light shines so bright

My True Essence

Sandra Bland

You were wrong
And now she’s dead and gone
You know it
We all know it
The video shows it...
So now you are doing whatever you think it takes
From assassinating her character and editing video tapes
To lying about what really happened that night
All to make your wrong look right
But no matter how many lies you tell
We know she did not hang herself in that cell

My True Essence

Too Much To Stay

Since I am no longer the cause for the sparkle in your eye
I don’t want to be the reason behind the tears you cry

Since I can’t bring out the best in you
I don’t want to keep hurting you like I always seem to do

Intentionally or unintentionally causing you pain is not good
I would go back in a second and change everything if I could

But since I can’t make you happy each and every day
I will step aside and get out of your way

There was always be a special bond and connection there
I want the best for you and I will always care

By the best I mean one who has your back thru it all
Who will be there to pick you up when you fall

The one who knows all, the good and bad
The best friend you have ever had

The one who will give you the white fence and two kids
Who can do all of the things I wish I did

I can no longer be that person in your life
And I pray you find the perfect one to be your wife

Please don’t hate me for walking away
Just know I loved you too much too stay

My True Essence