This describes me perfectly!!

CeeLo Green - "Mary Did You Know" [Official Audio]

Without Question

(Writen by my friend and guest writer, Willie C)

To say Without Question, my heart leaps in your presence is dynamically potent. It says that your presence, beauty and overall aura transcend the imagination so often read or seen in a fairytale. Without Question, she is the apple of my eye, the pep in my step, slide in my glide, and smoothness of whip cream on grandma’s coconut pie. Without Question, she is magnificent with her delicate, but dangerous smile. Can you ever envision the sway in her hips as she walks across a room? Without Question, she will cause all eyes to land on her even when she hasn’t opened her mouth. Some women, Without Question, just know how to sashay so gracefully it that she makes hearts thump like a plum falling from a tree.

~Willie C~

Too Much Power

When a person has power over you, they control you...

Anytime a person can walk into a room and change your whole mood… you have given them too much power.

Anytime a person can make a comment to you about you causing you to doubt yourself... you have given them too much power.

Anytime a person can dictate rather you are happy or not…you have given them too much power.

Anytime a person can shatter your dreams…you have given them too much power.

Stop giving people power over you.

My True Essence

Set Me Free

If you loved me, you wouldn’t treat me this way

You would actually mean the words you say

You would do anything you had to do

To show me your love was true

But instead all I get is lie after lie

Each one causing my heart to die

A little more and more each time

You keep breaking this heart of mine

 

You became my everything, my life

My only goal was to be the best wife

Somewhere along the line I loss me in you

I gave up believing I was important to

After everything, I can’t trust you anymore

I know it’s not me you want so what are you here for

I can tell their your heart no longer belongs to me

You have hurt me enough so please just set me free

My True Essence

Suicide is NOT the Solution!

What would make someone want to take their own life? What could possibly be so bad that it has drained you of your power to live? Has your family and friends failed you? Has society failed you? Have you failed yourself? I have been struggling with these questions for the last 16 hours. Trying to figure out why. Pissed and angry about the reasons I think are why? How could you be so insensitive to your family and the people that care about you? Are you that weak that you can’t deal with the troubles of this world? Where is your faith? I have been sitting here stressing myself out fuming………And then it hit me. Hit me like a slap in the face with a ton of bricks so heavy it made me pause. Pause with memories of one summer night years and years ago. When I felt like I was drained of my power to live. When I felt I had failed myself as well as my family and friends. When I wanted to just…. die to escape it all. So … I have spent the last hour praying and asking for forgiveness and understanding for I once was where you are now. I once was you.

EVERY PROBLEM HAS A SOLUTION. SUICIDE IS NOT THE SOLUTION...