Your Lost....

At first you said you missed me

When I didn’t respond, you tried to dis me

Calling me names and getting nasty with it

Even had the nerve to say I couldn’t handle the dick

Kneegrow please… you must be tripping

When it comes to dick, I ain’t never slipping

I always had your dick hard as a brick

Took complete control of your shit

You must have forgotten who you are talking to

Stop faking I know you remember how I do

Handling your dick was never an issue

You just mad wishing I was still with you

So back up and stop fronting

Showing off and stunting

You were hooked like a crack addict on drugs

Your drug of chose wasn’t crack but love

But as Whitney said crack is whack

So get over it because I ain’t coming back

You messed up and gave away what was mine

So what goes around comes around every time

My True Essence

R.I.P. Chuck Brown

Gone but will never be forgotten...

(August 22, 1936 – May 16, 2012)

Forgiveness

"Anytime someone can walk in a room and it changes your whole mood, they control you.

You have given them too much power! Forgiveness is not for them but for you.

Unforgiveness is like drinking poison and waiting on someone else to die."

Be Careful What You Pray For!

“I asked for strength...
And God gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom...
And God gave me problems to solve.

I asked for prosperity...
And God gave me brains and the strength to work.

I asked for courage...
And God gave me danger to overcome.

I asked for love...
And God gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for favors...
And God gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted.
I received everything I needed.

My Prayer has been answered.”


I love this poem. Very true.

My True Essence

Your Presence…

You’re here and I can feel it
You’re all in my spirit
Your presence is so strong
I can still smell a hint of your cologne
It's as if you are right here
Far away but yet so near
I smile as I think of you
The crazy things we would do
The memories of the good and bad
The love we shared and fun we had
Those wonderful days and passionate nights
Nights where we loved each other right
I can almost feel your touch
Oh how I miss you so much
Even though you are gone
Your presence still lives on

My True Essence

I Thank You

I thank you for life, health and peace of mind

I thank you for your mercy and for always being kind

I thank you for my family and my friends

I thank you for your love that never ends

I thank you for loving me inspite of my crazy ways

I thank you for strength to make it thru the dark nights and long days

I think you for understanding my cries in the middle of the night

I thank you for waking me up each morning feeling new and bright

I thank you for picking me up when I sometimes slip and fall

I thank you for carrying me when I can’t even crawl

I thank you for lifting my burdens when they are too much for me to bear

I thank you for never leaving and for always being there

I thank you for the chance to praise and worship you

I thank you for doing what you said you would do

I thank you…

My True Essence

TRUST

"TRUST. It's A GIFT. It's to be vigorously guarded. When someone opens up to you...They are trusting you with what's inside of their Vault. Their Life Garden. It's to be cultivated and well-kept. And when the Keeper has planted ONE SEED OF DISTRUST...Weeds begin to GROW. And CHOKE THE TRUST THAT WAS GIVEN. So when someone TRUSTS YOU...Protect it. Guard it. Wear your TRUSTWORTHY as a Cloake of Honor. Because once it's gone...It's harder to win than a strong city".