Saturday, April 16, 2011

When....

When I can’t tell my days from my nights or the moon from the stars
When I can’t imagine living free, not hiding behind these ugly scars
When I can’t hold my head up and be proud of things I've done
Then I'll know, I'm fighting a war that can’t be won

When my friends turn their back on me and walk away
When I'm too ashamed to fall down on my knees to pray
When I look in the mirror and can’t stand who I see
Then I'll know, I don’t have any fight left in me

When I've done all that I can possibly do and then some
When I don’t have any words to pray, I find a song to hum
When I finally realize that trouble don’t always last
Then I'll know, this too shall pass

I Really Don't Want To Like You

Oh my goodness… what in the world is going on here?
I don’t even know you and you got me wishing you were near
Do I really have a high school crush on you? Am I tripping?
I am way too old for this mess. I really must be slipping.
From what I have seen, I think you're a cool brother and kind of hot.
Let me get myself together right now and stop
Before I say or do something I know I shouldn’t do
Because I really, really don’t want to like you

My True Essence

Random Thoughts

1.  Young adult kids are the absolute worst!! They think they are grown and know everything. You can’t tell them anything. They know NOTHING!

2.  I have been in a writing/life funk for a while now. It’s time to get out of it and get it together.

3.  My best friend is getting married in two months. I am so excited for her.

4.  I am going to travel and really enjoy my summer.

5.  My mom is the greatest. She is in her 60's and looks amazing.

6.  Everyone has a story. I wonder what people would think if they knew mine.

7.  Things really aren’t always as they seem.

8.  I have been dealing with some health issues. I will found out soon what’s causing them. I am scared to death something major is wrong. (This probably explains my writing/life funk)

9.  I love my family but sometimes I want to get in my car and just keep driving.

10.   I have met some very interesting people lately.

11.  I need to start meditating and going to church like I used to. I can tell that I am not. (Just  a hot mess)

12.  Still loving our President.  Still praying for him.

13.  This is a crazy world with crazy people. God helps us!

14.  I wish Lifetime would get some new movies.

15.  I think I am a Facebook addict.

16.  Despite having two very close friends, I am still a loner and don’t really have an inner circle.

17.  People can be so messy.

18.   I often wonder if you can really, honestly trust anybody.

My True Essence

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Musical Orgasm

NOTE: I saw this on someone's page and thought it was awesome. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.

As I sit here lying "Butt Naked" on my bed my mind begins to wander off until I'm completely consumed by the thought of you. A wonderfully crafted specimen created and sent to me by"Cupid." Just when I had stopped "Looking for Mr. Do Right" " There you are." "Your smile" instantly made me "Wet" somethin like a "Splash Waterfall" and I began to"Shiver" when u whispered in my ear "Let me strip for you." I watched u undress slowly while I slid my finger down to my hot spot, slowly getting lost in the "Softest place on earth." You watch me while you undress never taking your eyes off of my finger and just when I am about to "Lose Control" you stop me and replace my finger with your tongue. Oh what a rush! I began to softly coo "Uhhh Ahhh" and with each moan I feel your tongue go deeper and deeper sending my back into a "Nasty Grind." While your devouring my "Sweet Potato Pie" I hear you say "You are Mine." Those were the keys to pop my lock and I instantly "Rain" down on your tongue making my yoni so "Juicy." You slowly slurp, suck, and swallow all the excess leaving just enough nectar for Act II. You lay on your back and say to me come on baby its time for you to "Get Up On It." I willingly oblige and climb on top of your"Joystick" and slide down inch by inch moaning from the pleasurable pain. As I reach the"End of the Road" I instinctively "Scream" out your name because you feel so "Amazing "  when you "Come Inside." I feel you grip my hips and hold me there while you "Slow Wine" inside hitting every wall. I gush leaving a "Mess" all over you. Its only our first encounter and I'm already "Addicted." I continue to slide up and down releasing mini squirts. Every time I slide down I clench my "Castle Walls" around you feeling you pulse inside of my pussy ... feeling your "Heartbeat" beneath my hands. I can feel you're so close to "Letting Go" so I whisper in your ear "Give in to me". Out of breathe and between moans u say let me "Put It in your mouth." I slowly slide off and start to run my tongue up one side of ur dick and down the other lapping up my "Honey". Once my tongue reaches the head I use my hands to "Massage" the base while I suck on the head. You start to shake and I know I'm getting "Closer" when I taste your pre-cum. I begin to work faster and harder to get my reward and when I feel ur legs clench you "Pop" like warm champagne and flow down my throat. Instantly the sensation leaves me drunk and I know when tomorrow comes I will have a"Sweet Hangover." I fall back "Woozy" from this chance "Meeting in my Bedroom"instinctively closing my eyes succumbing to the wave of exhaustion that sweeps me. I awake to find you "Gone" and it "Makes me Wonder" were you ever even there. Is it possible this was all just a "Sweet Dream?" Then I feel the pulsing soreness in my honey pot and I know for sure this beautiful "Stranger" was really there. ~ Musical Orgasm ;o

Self-Talk

For years I have been a victim to my own negative self-talk Tripping myself up every time I tried to move forward in my walk Letting...