Dude of Mine

Let me tell you about this crazy dude of mine
The one trying to play games with my mind
Like the games he’s always playing online
Got me wasting my precious time
Trying to throw me off my grind...
Claiming I’m that special one of a kind
I may not have 20/20 vision but I ain’t blind
I see him chasing the skirts with his doggish behind
I can’t believe he got me twisted and twined
So confused I’m writing words and shit that rhyme
But damn his ass sure is fine
 
My True Essence

Just Wait and See

Wow…
I'm completely blown
How could I not have known ...
The red flags were definitely there
But a part of me just didn’t care
I only saw what I wanted to see
Pretended it was how it should be
I fell so hard for your pick up lines
So hard I missed all of the signs

Like…
The disappearing for hours at a time
The scent on your clothes that was nothing like mine
The making love to me like it’s a chore
The lady you kept staring at in the grocery store
The arguing so you could get out of the house
The creeping and sneaking around like a mouse
The late night text messages and calls
The stranger living with me within these walls

So…
Since the stranger lying in my bed is you
I know deep in my heart what I must do
It took me a long time to wake up and realize
I don’t have to put up with your awful lies
Lies that roll off your tongue like a pro
One day you will reap what you sew
You will pay for the way you treated me
Karma will handle it just wait and see

My True Essence

Community Dick

You keep saying your dick is good
Bragging about how you work your big wood
Talking about how deep you lay the pipe...
How you make the pussy juicy and ripe
You said you are known for blowing out backs
But you don’t call it bragging just stating facts
That you’re confident in what you do
Even talking about you have references too
Those who will vouch of how you put it down
So… you just laying pipe all over town
Like it’s a 9 to 5 gig you work every day
Slinging dick any and every way
I peeped your game so you ain’t slick
You’re just giving out community dick

My True Essence

Checking for Me... (Part 1)

I‘ve noticed you checking me out for awhile
But I never said anything, I just would nod and smile
So I wasn’t surprised when you decided to step to me today...
Telling me how you like my vibe and the slick shit I say

You asked me if I wanted to take a little walk
We did and you didn’t beat around the bush with small talk
You said you were feeling me and wanted me on your arm
That I’d be your ride or die, your good luck charm

You said you like good liquor and I was what you call “top shelf”
You liked how I handled and carried myself
It was also a plus that I was a “Beauty” in your eyes
And how you wanted me as your prize

Then you started talking about what you do with the dick
And all the good shit you do with it
I thought to myself “Don’t threaten me with a good time”
But it takes more than good dick for you to call me mine

My True Essence

When the Hotline No Longer Blings…

You said I used to call you on your cell phone
Late at night when I was at home
Saying I needed your love...
But it was my love you tried to take advantage of

You said when your hotline bling
It could only mean one thing
But I got tired of making the penis calls
That didn’t leave me satisfied or climbing walls

You said I got you down and stressed out
But I know what it’s really about
It’s because the hotline don’t bling any more
And I’m not calling like I did before

You said I have a reputation since I left the city
Because I’m hanging out and looking pretty
Got new girls you claim you don’t know
It’s the same crew just with a different flow

You said I’m going out more and wearing less
Yes I’m out kicking it and looking my best
I’ve found a hot new sexy thing
So now it’s his hotline I bling

My True Essence

Special Kind of Love

Staring at you resting as you are lying next to me
Who would have ever imagined this would be
We’re even surprised at how we got here
But there was something special that wouldn’t disappear
Two souls connected and intertwined ...
Like a gathering of two intriguing minds
We escape to our place of peace and solitude
Where our love flows freely at the greatness magnitude
Our connection and chemistry is raw and real
It’s more than about the physical or the sex appeal
It’s loving each other with no boundaries just because
And having a special kind of love no one else does
No one can understand it so no one needs to know
Nothing can stop this magic that continues to grow

My True Essence

Empty Cup

There comes a point when you have to give up

Because you can’t keep pouring from an empty cup

Giving and giving what you no longer have to give

So busy helping but not taking the time to live

Feeding others while starving yourself

Not taking care of spiritual and physical health

Being able to help others is truly a blessing

But taking care of self first is an important life lesson

My True Essence