Wednesday, April 24, 2013

I Love You...











 
 
 
I love you
Not for who I want you to be
But for who I know you to be

You are my Knight in Shining Armor
The one who makes my heart skip a beat
You are my best friend and confident
The one who keeps all of my secrets
You are my protector and comforter
The one who loves me thru the pain
You are the joy of my life
The one who makes me smile every day

I love you
Not for who I want you to be
But for who I know you to be

My True Essence

Monday, April 15, 2013

Fool for Love

I have to give it to you my brother, you are damn good
Had me thinking it was love, I guess I misunderstood
When you said “I love you”, I said I felt the same
Clearly, I was a big joke to you, some kind of game

I will admit you deserve an award for your acting skills
You faked me out big time and used me for your thrills
You did an excellent job though and played your roll well
This will be a great story for you to one day tell

I can’t even be mad at you because it’s really my fault
Should have followed my gut from the start like I was taught
That’s what I get for letting down my wall and allowing you in
But I didn’t listen and paid for it deeply in the end

How could I have been so wrong about you, wrong about us
I believed everything you said and I gave you my trust
This pain cuts so deep I know it will be hard to get rid of
I guess it the price I paid for being a fool for love

My True Essence

Saturday, April 13, 2013

My First Love

My first memory was of him playing with me
Grandpa would sing a song while bouncing me on his knee
He would sing “Ride your horsey, go to town
Watch out little baby and don’t you fall down”

We would laugh so hard grandma would come to check on us
She wanted to know what was all the laughter and fuss
He would say “singing to my baby girl like I do every day”
She would smile, turn around and continue on her way

I loved when we would get my dolls and have afternoon tea
Or when he would throw me in the air so I could fly high and free
He would take me to get ice cream, three big scoops
Then take me to the store to pick out my favorite color hula hoop

My first love was my grandpa better known as Pop Pop
Even with bad knees, he would never slow down or stop
Then one day out of the blue, he got real sick and died
It broke my heart so bad I just cried and cried

I remember how much he loved and spoiled me rotten
Even though he is gone, he will never be forgotten
I know he is smiling down on me from up above
My Pop Pop was truly my first love

My True Essence

Self-Talk

For years I have been a victim to my own negative self-talk Tripping myself up every time I tried to move forward in my walk Letting...