Friday, March 18, 2016

Dude of Mine

Let me tell you about this crazy dude of mine
The one trying to play games with my mind
Like the games he’s always playing online
Got me wasting my precious time
Trying to throw me off my grind...
Claiming I’m that special one of a kind
I may not have 20/20 vision but I ain’t blind
I see him chasing the skirts with his doggish behind
I can’t believe he got me twisted and twined
So confused I’m writing words and shit that rhyme
But damn his ass sure is fine
 

My True Essence

Just Wait and See


Wow…
I'm completely blown
How could I not have known ...
The red flags were definitely there
But a part of me just didn’t care
I only saw what I wanted to see
Pretended it was how it should be
I fell so hard for your pick up lines
So hard I missed all of the signs


Like…
The disappearing for hours at a time
The scent on your clothes that was nothing like mine
The making love to me like it’s a chore
The lady you kept staring at in the grocery store
The arguing so you could get out of the house
The creeping and sneaking around like a mouse
The late night text messages and calls
The stranger living with me within these walls

So…
Since the stranger lying in my bed is you
I know deep in my heart what I must do
It took me a long time to wake up and realize
I don’t have to put up with your awful lies
Lies that roll off your tongue like a pro
One day you will reap what you sew
You will pay for the way you treated me
Karma will handle it just wait and see

My True Essence

Community Dick

You keep saying your dick is good
Bragging about how you work your big wood
Talking about how deep you lay the pipe...
How you make the pussy juicy and ripe
You said you are known for blowing out backs
But you don’t call it bragging just stating facts
That you’re confident in what you do
Even talking about you have references too
Those who will vouch of how you put it down
So… you just laying pipe all over town
Like it’s a 9 to 5 gig you work every day
Slinging dick any and every way
I peeped your game so you ain’t slick
You’re just giving out community dick


My True Essence

Checking for Me... (Part 1)

I‘ve noticed you checking me out for awhile
But I never said anything, I just would nod and smile
So I wasn’t surprised when you decided to step to me today...
Telling me how you like my vibe and the slick shit I say


You asked me if I wanted to take a little walk
We did and you didn’t beat around the bush with small talk
You said you were feeling me and wanted me on your arm
That I’d be your ride or die, your good luck charm

You said you like good liquor and I was what you call “top shelf”
You liked how I handled and carried myself
It was also a plus that I was a “Beauty” in your eyes
And how you wanted me as your prize

Then you started talking about what you do with the dick
And all the good shit you do with it
I thought to myself “Don’t threaten me with a good time”
But it takes more than good dick for you to call me mine

My True Essence

Self-Talk

For years I have been a victim to my own negative self-talk Tripping myself up every time I tried to move forward in my walk Letting...