Fantasy

It’s time to make this fantasy come true
The key players are just the two of us: me and you
I picked the hotel on Paradise Street
It overlooks the lake and is a good place to meet
All I ask is for you to leave your inhibitions at the door
And get serious about what we came here for
Since we don’t have much time, only an hour
I will be waiting for you to join me in the shower...

In the shower is where it all begins
And the place called ecstasy is where it ends
You start by kissing me and sucking on my lips
You slide your hand down my body pass my hips
You don’t stop until it finds my “Treasure Chest”
You stroke it while your other hand fondles my breast
You get down on your knees and lift my leg high in the air
You bury your face into my treasure like you belong there
It feels so good I don’t even care my hair is getting wet
I'm squirming because I am not ready to cum just yet...

My True Essence

I'm Hurting

Not the hurt you get from hitting your elbow

Or kicking the end of the coffee table with your big toe

It’s not the hurt you get when you get a bad paper cut

Or when the stationary bike at the gym hurts your butt

It’s a greater kind of hurt you feel deep down in your soul

The kind that wears you down and makes you feel old

The kind of hurt that goes way beyond the tears

The kind it takes months to shake, sometimes even years

You told the secrets you promised you’d keep

You said things that stung and cut me real deep

You did awful things to hurt my feelings and my heart

But I won’t let you keep tearing my soul apart

The good thing about time is that it helps ease the pain
And get over the craziness and get back to being sane

I'm going to get myself together and make it through
Even though I’m hurting, I will get over you

 My True Essence

I Love You

I love you

Because of that I stayed longer than I should

Stayed even when I know you meant me no good

Doing things I said I never would

Letting you get away with stuff because you could

I gave up me

Hoping to keep you

I realize now that was crazy as hell to do

Lord knows I have been a fool a time or two

I haven’t learned because I allowed you to make one of me too

Now I chose me

I can’t be that person I was before

That’s not who I am or what I stand for

So get your things and walk out that door

I love you but I love me more

My True Essence

Missed You

Babe, it’s been a while and oh… how I’ve missed you

The talks, the walks and the little things you do

Like the notes you leave for me on my side of the bed

Or the growling sounds you make when I'm giving you head

I miss the way you look at me with pure desire in your eyes

Like you're the winner and I'm your special prize

I miss the way you kiss me with soft pecks down my spine

And the way you drink my juices like it’s a fine wine

I’m going to show you just how much I’m glad to have you back

I bought a cute little nightie in your favorite color… black

I want you to remember the reason why you call me your sex queen

Or the way you get turned on when we act out your favorite sex scene

I'm going to take my time and make love to you like never before

Then I'm going to fuck you until I can’t fuck you anymore

And when we're done, I’m going to let you rest for a few

Then wake you up so we can get started on round two

My True Essence