Say My Name!

Say my name!
Let it roll off your tongue like the sweat rolls down our backs as we make love to each other

Say my name!
Let it slide out of your mouth like your joy stick slides in and out of my pleasure box

Say my name!

My True Essence

Curiosity

They say curiosity killed the cat

But I’m not so sure I believe that

I’ve always wanted to experience the other side

Do something different, something I’ve never tried

Like how it would feel to make love to her

Could she get me there, make my kitten purr

Would I be able to turn her on, make her hot
Lick and suck her, find her special spot

Will the calming and sensual feel of her touch
Provide the gentleness I miss so much
Will I like the feel of her tongue on my lips

The way her hands slide down my hips

Will I like the softness of her skin against mine

Will I like the way our bodies entwine
Will she smell good and taste even better

Will she be wet like me or even wetter

I don’t know if it will be all I hope it will be

But there is only one way for me to see

They say curiosity killed the cat

How about we just see about that

My True Essence

Already Gone

You may as well go ahead and leave

Because you are already gone

Too many bad things have happened

For us to even try to go on

It seems all we do is break up to make up

And it has really gotten old

Too many tears have been shed

Too many lies have been told

You can’t possibly treat me this way

And expect me to still care

I can’t forget about all of the bad things

That’s damaged what we had beyond repair

It not only damaged me and my heart

It also destroyed the we that became us

At this point I don’t know if I will ever love again

I’m too afraid to love, too afraid trust

My True Essence

The Delete Button

You’ve tried to make it work

The friendship
The relationship
Or the marriage
Even though it’s dead
You keep trying to breathe life into it
That’s the problem
You are the only one breathing into it

So…

You keep hoping
Keep praying
Keep reaching out
Keep texting
Keep calling
Trying to be a friend
Like you have always been
The kind of friend you expect in return

But…

You see nothing has changed
No response
No effort made
No apology
Nothing at all
So you start to feel used
Abused
Taken advantage of
Deeply hurt

Then…

You hit the delete button
Deleting the memories
The connection
The hope
The disappointment
The pain
Even though hitting the button hurts
It helps because you are free

My True Essence