Wings clipped
Faith stripped
Vision blurred
Grounded like a wounded bird
Wallowing in our chosen mess ...
Feeling guilty and stressed
Struggling to deal with our choices
While trying to ignore the internal voices
Saying why are you in this place
Can you survive in this space
So you dig deep, deep down within
And fight your way out of the Lion's Den
When you look at the scars you've earned
You realize there's power in the lessons learned

My True Essence

Here I Stand

Here I stand
Looking in the mirror
Wishing my vision was clearer
Because I’m not liking what I see
I'm trying to figure out...
What has happened to me

Here I stand
Confused and abused
Mistreated and misunderstood
Questioning my own womanhood
Tired of always having to be strong
Ready to fight whatever battle comes along


Here I stand
Choking on feelings I can’t express
Afraid to get things I need to off my chest
Bottling up my all of these emotions
Carrying them around like some secret potion
One that will destroy what makes me whole
Eat away and darken my precious soul


Here I stand
I’ve fallen so many times I’m covered in mud
Even shed some tears and lost some blood
But I keep fighting every time I fall
Kicking and screaming, giving it my all
Because my struggles can’t keep me down
I made it out and I’m back on solid ground
Here I stand


My True Essence

Watching You

Here I stand
Looking in the mirror
Wishing my vision was clearer
Because I’m not liking what I see
I'm trying to figure out...
What has happened to me

Here I stand
Confused and abused
Mistreated and misunderstood
Questioning my own womanhood
Tired of always having to be strong
Ready to fight whatever battle comes along


Here I stand
Choking on feelings I can’t express
Afraid to get things I need to off my chest
Bottling up my all of these emotions
Carrying them around like some secret potion
One that will destroy what makes me whole
Eat away and darken my precious soul


Here I stand
I’ve fallen so many times I’m covered in mud
Even shed some tears and lost some blood
But I keep fighting every time I fall
Kicking and screaming, giving it my all
Because my struggles can’t keep me down
I made it out and I’m back on solid ground
Here I stand


My True Essence

The Memory

I can feel your presence just like you’re here
I can smell you even though you’re not near
I can see you not with my eyes but with my heart...
It’s you that keeps me from coming apart
I love us, the way we move and the way we grind
The memories are still fresh in my mind

I remember...

You making me so hot I’m burning from within
Seeing the smoke coming off my skin
Your touch causing me tingle and shiver
My wet yoni running steady like a river
Me cumming and cumming and cumming
Flowing like a broken faucet in need of plumbing


I remember…
You loving me like no other has done before
Me speaking in tongue and begging you for more
You giving me all you got from dust to dawn
So good the scent of us lingers on
The smile on your face as I listen to you moan and groan
It lets me know you are in the zone


I remember…


My True Essence