No More

I sat up all night waiting for you but you never came

I knew at that very moment my life would never be the same

Yet again you stayed out all night doing God only knows what

But I know what‘s happening because I feel it in my gut

All of the lies you told and thoughtless excuses you made

It didn’t take long for my trust to begin to fade

As I sit here thinking of how good our marriage used to be

Where did we go wrong… was it you or was it me

Did I not make your home happy or sexually satisfy you

Were you so unhappy you decided to do anything you wanted to

Running the streets chasing women, fantasies and lust

You broke our sacred vows, our commitment ... our trust

You treating me like you do is hurtful and it’s not right

 I'm not taking this anymore so it’s time to stand up and fight

Time to put things in order and get back on the right track

No more blaming myself and putting up with your slack

So I will keeping sitting here waiting patiently for you to arrive

I may be hurt and confused now but I will survive

My True Essence