Wings clipped
Faith stripped
Vision blurred
Grounded like a wounded bird
Wallowing in our chosen mess ...
Feeling guilty and stressed
Struggling to deal with our choices
While trying to ignore the internal voices
Saying why are you in this place
Can you survive in this space
So you dig deep, deep down within
And fight your way out of the Lion's Den
When you look at the scars you've earned
You realize there's power in the lessons learned

My True Essence

Here I Stand

Here I stand
Looking in the mirror
Wishing my vision was clearer
Because I’m not liking what I see
I'm trying to figure out...
What has happened to me

Here I stand
Confused and abused
Mistreated and misunderstood
Questioning my own womanhood
Tired of always having to be strong
Ready to fight whatever battle comes along


Here I stand
Choking on feelings I can’t express
Afraid to get things I need to off my chest
Bottling up my all of these emotions
Carrying them around like some secret potion
One that will destroy what makes me whole
Eat away and darken my precious soul


Here I stand
I’ve fallen so many times I’m covered in mud
Even shed some tears and lost some blood
But I keep fighting every time I fall
Kicking and screaming, giving it my all
Because my struggles can’t keep me down
I made it out and I’m back on solid ground
Here I stand


My True Essence

Watching You

Here I stand
Looking in the mirror
Wishing my vision was clearer
Because I’m not liking what I see
I'm trying to figure out...
What has happened to me

Here I stand
Confused and abused
Mistreated and misunderstood
Questioning my own womanhood
Tired of always having to be strong
Ready to fight whatever battle comes along


Here I stand
Choking on feelings I can’t express
Afraid to get things I need to off my chest
Bottling up my all of these emotions
Carrying them around like some secret potion
One that will destroy what makes me whole
Eat away and darken my precious soul


Here I stand
I’ve fallen so many times I’m covered in mud
Even shed some tears and lost some blood
But I keep fighting every time I fall
Kicking and screaming, giving it my all
Because my struggles can’t keep me down
I made it out and I’m back on solid ground
Here I stand


My True Essence

The Memory

I can feel your presence just like you’re here
I can smell you even though you’re not near
I can see you not with my eyes but with my heart...
It’s you that keeps me from coming apart
I love us, the way we move and the way we grind
The memories are still fresh in my mind

I remember...

You making me so hot I’m burning from within
Seeing the smoke coming off my skin
Your touch causing me tingle and shiver
My wet yoni running steady like a river
Me cumming and cumming and cumming
Flowing like a broken faucet in need of plumbing


I remember…
You loving me like no other has done before
Me speaking in tongue and begging you for more
You giving me all you got from dust to dawn
So good the scent of us lingers on
The smile on your face as I listen to you moan and groan
It lets me know you are in the zone


I remember…


My True Essence

Music to My Ears

I like the ear waves and vibrations of you sexing me
It’s like my favorite song sang in the perfect key
It’s what I call your sexy man growl...
Deep and sensual like an animal on the prowl
Hearing it makes my yoni nice and wet
My love meter rise and my back sweat
My yoni is slippery and making slushing sounds
I am matching your deep strokes pound for pound
Back arched as you are fucking me with your love stick
That long, thick and strong chocolate dick
I’m getting it so good I’m on the verge of tears
And your man growl is music to my ears

My True Essence

I’m falling…

I can feel myself slipping
My protective shield of armor ripping
I can tell with each step I make...
With each single breath I take
My sense of security is quickly fading away
Leaving me as open prey to whatever attacks come my way

I’m falling…


I can feel my peace seeping out of me
My precious spirit is no longer free
The calmness that sets my soul at ease
The faith that keeps me on my knees
Has left me stumbling and shaky on own feet
With a heart that hurts with every beat


I’m falling…


My True Essence

Best Part of Me

You are the best part of me
My vision when I can’t see
My nourishment when I mentally can’t eat...
My strength when I’m exhausted and beat
My sleeping pill when I’m too tired to rest
My peace when I’m on edge and stressed
My calm in the middle of a raging storm
The one who holds me tight and keeps me warm

You feel me but not just with your touch

You always provide when I don’t have much
You rescue me when I’m lost and confused
You bathe me when I’m battered and bruised
You catch me when I’m spinning out of control
You listen to me as I cry and bare my soul
The one who loves me and makes me feel whole


You see me even with my flaws, faults and all
You make me hold my head up and stand tall
You motivate me to be the best I can be
You are without a doubt the best part me


My True Essence

She You Seek...

Am I the she you seek?
Would that be a super freak?
The one who will ride you until her knees get weak and then bend over, open it up and take all of your meat.
Would she be the one with head game that would put Super Head to shame?
Sucking you until you pop, then licking up every last drop.
Treating you like her favorite lollipop.
Got your toes curled and you begging her to stop.
Am I the she you seek? Come on babe and get you some.
I got 99 fears but dick ain’t one…


My True Essence

High Off Love

You got me high off love like a junky after the first hit of the day
Crazy like a woman who’s thrown her common sense away...

We have a connection on a much deeper level than sex
A beautiful combination of us, simple yet deeply complex
Oh but the sex is like a fantasy that became a reality
Our inhibitions were shattered and set free
You make love to me as if you created the art of love making
It leaves me drenched in sweat with my body shaking
I love how you look at me in the eye with every thrust
And how you man growl when you’re about to bust
You’re so deep inside me I can feel the heartbeat of your dick
Sending shock waves through my yoni with every tick
We’re going at it like we’re being watched and putting on a show
Grooving to a smooth sexy melody only we know
Even though drugs are something I want no parts of
I don’t mind at all being high off love


My True Essence

Feening

I’m feening like a drug addict
With a bad got to get high habit
Only my addiction is to sex...
Roughnecks with big dicks and paychecks

I got to have it morning, noon and night
And I need the pipe to be laid just right
I want it long, hard and thick

A confident, curved and pretty dick


Sitting here thinking about what’s to come
Has me horny as hell and ready to get some
Imagining the taste of your cream on my tongue
Has me hot, bothered and drenched in sweat
My yoni throbbing and soaking wet


Yes I like to live on the wild side
I want to be taken on nasty sex ride
Spank me, choke me
Slowly deep stroke me
Then release the beast inside of you
And I will take it all in like I always do


I’m feening…


My True Essence

Notes

There was a note left on my car window today
She said her name was Tasia and she had a lot to say
First, she wanted me to know she didn't know about me ...
You told her you were single and fancy free

Single she believed because you never wore a wedding ring

Free because you told her you were looking for a plaything
She said you spoke of an ex who hurt you and did you wrong
But that I was a part of your past now and long gone

She said you pursued her for close to a year
How you whispered sweet promises in her ear
She told of being showered with money, gifts and trips
And how you sexed her with handcuffs, blindfolds and whips

You told her you traveled a lot in and out of town
So she didn't question the days when you didn't come around
She figured she struck gold when you came into her life
But you neglected to tell her you had a damn wife


She said she found out about me by pure accident
You used the wrong checkbook when you paid her rent
At the top of the check was your name and mine
She realized then you had been lying the whole time


She didn't want to hurt me, she told me so
She left the note because she felt I deserved to know
It seems everything you told her about me was a lie
I will probably never understand the reasons why
I want you to know this is my note to you saying goodbye


My True Essence